Its those damned fleshy walls again
They're slowly closing in
Suffocating and lost with no where to go
They're slowly killing everything I am
Bit by bit erasing everything that I was
And rewriting what I'll be
I'm tied up in the corner
Motionless and theres no one there to help
My soul slowly getting ripped apart
I've become numb to the pain
Besides no one can hear me scream within these fleshy walls
All they ever notice is my big fake smile I wear on the outside
As the war continues on the inside
And sadly I'm on the losing side.
When the world is smiling telling you that your great
I'll be there beside you saying "I told you so"
When the world decided that they don't love you anymore and tosses you aside
I'll be there by your side saying "Don't listen to them babe, they're wrong"
When everyone wants to be your friend and hangout with you
I'll be there silently watching you have fun
When everyone decides that your old news and ditches you
I'll be there with my arms around you saying "Don't worry love, everything will alright"
And when it seems like you can't go on any farther
I'll be there behind you whispering words of encouragement
When your as happy as
You have always been my inspiration
The reason for the ink flowing from my pen
From the very beginning
Even before we dated
You were always my muse and never knew it
And now you're my best friend
In fact you always have been
No matter how many years went by
Or the pain and bull shit that I've encountered
You've stood by myside and listened to me whine
And told me to not listen to those
That only wanna put me down
They're blind and couldn't see what laid inside.